Taken for Granted

I truly believe we take everything for granted in the US! I mean everyone in the US should be cheerful and happy for everything they have and other dont! I mean you have freedom to do about anything and the opinion of what you want to do with yourself. Just think if you didnt have that opinion. If you wasnt allowed to go to church, would you? I would I wouldnt care who told me not to cause no matter what God is watching your actions.

I have been doing this for years though! I have taken the fact I can do stuff for granted and complained about other things. Now that I look at it I truly have nothing to complain about! I mean I should be so happy and excited for what I do have that I shouldnt complain or wonder what it would be like to have more cause it doesnt matter! I guess that is why I am so happy now is cause God has shown me that life isnt just things! Well I will stop again and pick it up later.

Happiness

I will tell you what! You know there is a couple things I have learned to help make me happy. And well since I am the happiest person I know I figured I would share the wealth! :D First off if you make yourself believe you are happy and eventually you will believe it yourself. Second if you ask God! Wow it does wonders! I know I should have put God first on that but both are factors in it and which one I name first matters not.

I tell you what it pulls so much stress off your chest you feel like your going to explode with joy. I have been happy for years about none stop and of course you will have a few moments you are not happy or content. I mean I am happy being content with everything. Dont let things get you down. Just to let you all know since we are creatures of habit once you start doing this it is very easy to keep doing after the the starting of it. (that was in a sermon I heard not to long ago, well the habit part was not the subject)

Life is awesome! Enjoy every moment and dont let it get you down. Cheer up! :D And if you start thinking about how bad you have it think about the people in other countries or the guy/girl living on the street. I mean atleast you dont have people getting their heads shot in the background.

Well I hope this helps you become a happier person and if not sorry but it works for me! I am full of excitement! I mean how am I happy now and nothing is happening. :D But seriously God deserves all the credit! Later all and I will post again later.

Complaining

You know I was just thinking about this and decided to post about it.

Why do people complain? I mean even over things that dont even affect them much. I thought about it and decided people are just carnal like the bible says! I am one of them also. I catch myself complaining if I am asked to do something or if it affects my normal everyday life. I mean why dont I do it? I dont know yet either but I think it is cause of habit.

Habit is a good and bad thing. I mean you can force yourself into one habit which is good and it makes it easier on you to do it. On the other hand you are born into a world full of sinful things and are taught it from the youth! I mean that is just torture. You grow up seeing all this sin and learning it and taught not to do it in one hand and to accept it in another. Well atleast the world accepts it but you cant fall into that. I have been taught to swim against the tide!

I mean I know Jesus went through so much more and stuff but, I will tell you what! I dont feel like I have it easy most of the time. I feel like what is the point of humans living like they do? Why do you go in debt? Why do you want stuff that isnt important? I know I have so much stuff and I am considered poor. Well I dont really feel poor. OK I am going all over the place here so I better quit! lol My focus is just wondering to much so I will finish this off another day.

Opposite test

The opposite of the other test! Feel free to put the truth as to what you know of me!
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Eric+Olson

View results:
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:D have fun

Where O Where the thoughts are?

I don't know but Man I seem to slip in thought every time I am thinking about God! Which isn't very good cause I do appreciate spending the time trying to learn and get closer to God. My mind always wonder to the subject of GIRLS! Not necessarily a bad thing but shouldn't be on God's time.

I mean it keeps popping up as I wonder if I will ever get married. Maybe God has a different plan for me. (which I don't know if I would want but I would have to take) I mean Women are awesome. You help me to calm my nerves and they are willing to almost always talk with you. I think I am going to need that one day considering I am very needy person of people. They also help stray my little mind back to God. I mean they help and don't even know what they did I would think.

I just think I would enjoy the comforts of a women more then being alone my whole life! I just decided to post this cause it has been on my mind and I am getting it out. I mean "what if" I am that person God thinks doesn't need a women? I don't know what I would do. Matter of fact what if the women think I am not the person? I mean I know I am not really ready to get married anytime within the next few years but after I am sure I will be good. Also one of my problems I think is that I am fat! Oh how I hate it!

I have been fat since well I did lose it at one point but for about 10 years I would think. Well minus one year in there. The thing with that I find it hard to consistently focus on losing it by myself. I have done it before but that was with the only thing I enjoy doing alone that was exercise. (Basketball) That lasted one year till some guy pulled out a gun on the court and they took down the hoops after. (which let me tell you didn't help my losing process) But I think that will change again cause they decided that they are putting them back up this year. YAY maybe I will lose most of it again:) Actually I have lost 20 pounds in the past few weeks and I cant tell a thing.

Now the other thing is I don't have a steady Job yet! I have had 7 Jobs in my life not counting working for my dad from like 10yrs old to 19yrs old. I quit the first 3 which I looked back on and found out I was doing it all wrong. I decided from there on that I would never quit another job (well not the way I did before just drop everything and leave) I have had 4 since and well lets just say I have been laid off of 3 and fired from the other. :( I was hoping I had a steady job from one of them. So much for that lol.

Oh well as long as I get one soon then it really doesn't matter. Anyways I just needed to type and that is what came out lol. I don't know what I am thinking half the time:P

Passover

I am so glad it is Passover tonight! I am sick of all these things that keep coming up right before Passover. Plus I dont know about you guys but I do some really good thinking around this time. Seems your mind just clears for this brief moment just to absorb all information/knowledge.

I feel like I am relieved of a burden which is ironic I guess since truthfully you are by Christ sacrifice. Man just to reallize what was done for you! You know truthfully I dont always think about it like I should and sometimes it just doesnt affect me the it should. I mean how can you really understand if you havent even remotely went through anything like that? In the past I never cleaned very thoroughly which symbolizes that I was not truely willing to examine myself enough to remove them hidden sins!

This year I cleaned out everything that needed to be clean. (so happy that is over with) lol Just think about when you remove the sin how happy you will be after you think on all the work it took to remove it from your life. It is great to see the results after. Man all these Holy days are awesome for what they stand for. God sure knows what we need in order to keep in shape for his Kingdom.

Well I will quit going on about this now. :P

Why

Here is another thing I have been thinking of. You know the word why? Of course you do it is such a beautiful word. Yet most people seem to get mad when you use the word. For example: everything I have asked why to, to figure out what the reason behind them using that method just gets them upset and they start to not like you as much.

Why would people do this? I think it is cause they feel you are questioning their method as to if it is right or not. You know the thing is that so what if someone questions it. What if there is a better way but your to stubborn to change. Even if there isn't a better way what is wrong with explaining why you do it a certain way?

I think why is one of the best words there is. Makes you think about why you do something. Also when someone ask why I like it cause it means they are willing to understand why you do something that way. If you don't know why you do it that way then maybe you should question yourself why you do it that way.

The other thing is people don't always make their selves clear when explaining why which leaves confusion. Maybe one of the things we should be working on is to be clearer so that we may teach people in the Kingdom. I mean I have to work on this myself. I need to focus on this stuff everyday and make it become an everyday habit.